Monday, May 10, 2010

Tripp!

Woohoo, party's on, she watched me with her smile.
Woohoo, I lived a life of sadistic happy lies.
Woohoo, the desert's dry and hot and heavy.
Woohoo, lovely girl, I am your's tonight.

Boohoo, you spilled my drink and I am pissed.
Boohoo, my slang's British and you aren't dissed.
Boohoo, you're not real and neither is your hair colour
Boohoo, I will not care for I love this dizzy weather

/End of bullshit. Happy birthday to me!!!!!

Daddy o'

When the curtain falls and the claps fade
Will you be proud of me?
When I smile in my sleep two hours later
Will you be proud of me?

When I tell you how I stood up for my beliefs
Will you be proud of me?
When I grow a year older and realize my goals
Will you be proud of me?

Even if I fall, even if I cry and lose my way
Will you be proud of me?
When you drench yourself in my loquacious multi-enthnicity
Will you be proud of me?

When I pack on the pounds and kick up my feet
Will you be proud of me?
When I pass on the genes of your mighty pure blood
Will you be proud of me?

Daddy o' daddy, sweetest daddy of my perfect predetermined life
Will you be proud of me?
Daddy o' daddy who nursed me through the death of despise
Will you be proud of me?

When in the deepest of my doldrums I seek my nirvana
Will you be proud of me?
Even if I seek you and you can only wave goodbye
Will you be proud of me?

When the city burns in a purple Leo haze
Will you be proud of me?
When I'm reborn from my descendant blaze
Will you be proud of me?

Monday, May 3, 2010

Shallow Nerd

You don't see beyond the flesh that decorates that smile.
You're just a number tucked away in the bottom of a file.
Flash and crash, splash and dash, insignificant as dust.
That layer of chrome was painted all over the rust.

Body, mind, spirit died a perfect circle ago.
Broken links of chain forever lost and more.
Whole again never as you cursed the soul away.
Insignificant denier as your mask crashes away.

You are ugly as your art and drier than that wine.
Toss your glass, lament the loss and lay as low, supine.
On that fence yet on both sides, my love I search for you.
Tear that poster, show your pain with that raw gentle blue.

Why can't you heal inside out, dance the blisters away?
Why can't you strum your guitar the mathematical way?
Categorizing your clothes by colour and never ever by price.
Will this final awakening in rainbow rush suffice?

I hide I hide to seek the dawn that hails the blackened sun.
On mountain tops that dead plants love in the summer-rerun.
I will never find either of your footprints in the ocean of hormones.
Stumble, grin, cavort, distort the dredge of skin and bones.