Delusions

So everything's twinkling, everything's fine.
I'll be yours and you'll be mine.
The bells will chime and the phones will ring.
We'll rejoice in our luck and dance and sing.

But the shine will fade and reality will kick,
You in the you-know-where and it'll be sick.
The insanity will vanish and you will cry.
The magic will perish and you'll want to die.

It's in your head, you get to chose.
Between delusion and abuse.
You get to win, but you also lose.
It's all a part of the romantic ruse...

So you can choose to be happy or choose to be real.
Or you can get both if you're in the real deal.
Open your eyes, look at the truth.
If you want Esmeralda, you must leave Ruth.

Liquid Courage

I giggled as you swore.
I blame it on the liquids.
I gazed at your distant dreams.
I blame it on the liquids.
I mixed the right things up.
I blame it on the liquids.
I felt the breeze intensify.
I blame it on the liquids.
I let the rush carry on.
I blame it on the liquids.
Second time's a lucky chance.
I blame it on the liquids.
Shiny was that smile.
I blame it on the liquids.
Apple did what mint couldn't.
I blame it on the liquids.
Smoky winters developed wings.
I blame it on the liquids.
I love you more than this cocktail.
I blame it on the liquids.

Men of wax and girls who giggle.

Dudes in jackets, men in suits.
Libran charm, Sagittarian moods.
Party's in the city, let's all dress up.
Call all the coquettes, time to jump.
Shiny boys with pretty fluffy hair,
Check each other out, without a care.
Softy soft, Greek face of theirs,
Dimpled glory of gay boy grace.
Perfect statues, exotic beverage,
Warm them up with liquid courage.
Watch them melt as the champagne swirls,
With their feminine friends with frilly twirls.
He likes her dress, she likes his shirt.
He means it, he ain't a classless pervert.
A common friendship understood by few,
Straight girl, and the guy who loves his shoe.
Dance together , let those hips wiggle,
Men of wax and girls who giggle.

Ambrosia

Eating to live and living to eat.
The sweet, the salty, the veggies, the meat.
Gastronomical excesses of the exquisite sort.
Changing our minds and making bodies contort.

Heavenly rush as the delicious, crash-land.
Shoveled onto tongues by impatient hands.
The riot of tastes and swiveling thoughts.
The high of the taste-buds confuses and distorts.

Empty is life without the growl of hunger.
To remind you of life's finest surrenders.
Give into the zenith of purest instinct.
Feed me, need me, or we shall all be extinct.

Come with me as I explore the forbidden.
Mixing up lactose with everything Piscean.
Giving the runs a run and running through the door.
Let's burn it all away and make place for some more.

Ingest, digest, disseminate the energy.
Glowing within, our sinful daily therapy.
Summon your friends, make this an orgy.
Of the stomach, forever, through infinity.

Destroy

Dream I did of the safe happy life.
Joy unbound, no war and no strife.
Live it I did, for so many years.
Bored I did get, without the fears.

She asked me for more.
I kept rejecting her.
I wanted to feel alive.
But chose to whimper.

Complaints, restraints.
Laments, constraints.
I fought, I brought,
Shackled hate.

I want to kill it all.
I want to bury the past.
I want to melt and bleed and fly.
I want it to be the last.

I can't take the ennui anymore.
I can't take the energy traffic jam.
I don't want to spend my old age.
Dreaming of marmalade while surviving on jam.

So I am gonna fight myself.
And I am gonna free myself.
And I am gonna have a million regrets.
For it's better than revealing my twisted secrets.

Hey kitty kitty...

You tiny ball of fur.
You stole my chicken heart.
Smiling to your self.
As you willingly depart.

Hiding in your shell.
All calm and quiet today.
Your little whiskers shine.
As you lazily play.

Wrapped around your finger.
At your royal command.
Treating you to luxury.
Bowing to your demand.

Your slow heartbeat rhymes
With the song that's in my feet.
Love me as I love you,
And I'll protect you as you sleep.

Karma

I let go, sick.
He clung on.
Minutes ticked.
He moved on.

I looked up.
And thanked the lord.
The cycle's ended.
All aboard!

This ship has sailed.
My dream has failed.
A new horizon cried.
For me, unaware.

Black light fades.
His aura invades.
He filled the void.
That another had made.

I dissolved.
I evolved.
New hopes reside.
Outside, inside.

Two days apart.
Two different souls.
One tore me apart.
Another made me whole.