Reverse

It's pulling me aside.
It's taking me away.
From who I used to be.
It's leading me astray.

There's no hope in here.
Must leave it all behind.
The dust is settling in.
There's nothing left to find.

Darker demons smile.
As the kick starts to fade.
You fooled yourself again.
You're starting to degrade.

It's over when it hurt.
It started when I choked.
The pain is all I have,
Everything else revoked.